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03 January 2010 @ 10:47 pm
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There are lots of people crafting notes remembering this past year, but I just can't bring myself to do it. Mostly because I've spent most of the year in agonizing pain, stuck in bed at my parent's house, or drugged out of my mind. I didn't sleep enough this past year and I thought way too much...much more than I usually do. Granted, I did re-learn how to walk again.

This year, will be different than previous years. What happens between now and New Years 2010 will govern the rest of my life; determine what exactly I am going to be when I grow up; whether I fail or succeed in writing, romance, and life in general.

In previous years, I have set for resolutions for the year, easily obtainable with a little effort yet never attained. For years now, I've wanted to see my name in print, but I haven't achieved that yet. In the last two years, I've not had a romantic relationship with a woman beyond that of short lived buddles. Too often do I wear the Jester's mask when I really want to wear the Beast's and rip out throats. Or the Head's and live like Alex DeLarge.

This is the year it changes....else it won't.